Somewhere along the way, I became aware of the existence of ""myself. When I realized that I could only live as ""myself,"" I envied others and felt sad because I hated ""myself,"". But gradually the joy of living as ""myself"" as an individual and as a body gradually began to grow. The relationship between ""myself"" as an individual that constitutes the whole of society and the universe. Between ""myself"" and my body, the happiness that overflows from simply living as ""myself"".